this blog is for my best frens...

first of all i need to apologise and thanks to all who have given in to me... at times i am quite selfish and stubborn... i only think for myself... thanks for tolerating my stewpig behaviours...
(i know you are reading this..)

have you ever thought of what kind of person you are?? frankly speaking, sometimes i dont even know what kind of person i am... and hence i popped out a lame qn to my frens, and the results that i get are: self- conscious, stubborn, have weird thinkings and dont easily disclose problems to others.... (all negative.. lolx) the only gd point is easy going....

i agree with them, i am self-conscious.. a person who is shy and easily embarassed... partly because i dont have self-confidence... perhaps i have grown up in a very protective manner... my mum dotes me alot and tell you a little secret i took school bus to school til the age of 12... only 13 i get to go school myself... so i dont really get to mix around with my frens much and other than talking to my frens during sch hours... i dont get to mix around with my frens after school... i am bad at mixing around with frens : ) since young i am always at my mum toes... she will take care of all my things and stuff... sometimes i have been wondering whether if all these causes me to be self-centered at times when i am with my frens... haha... i dunnoe myself either... i only know that i am quite stubborn at times... especially when my mum disallow me to do things that i wanted to do... for instance, blading... scuba dive... etc or stubborn at some other decision makings... oh well, my fren mentioned that i have a weird thinking... haha... i admit that cos i always popped out weird remarks... and lame questions... at times i jus think too much le... :P
i always have the mentality that be it a relationship, a friendship or a kinship....we all have to give and take... cos nobody is perfect... i think tat make me a easy going person ba; i dont take things to heart easily... and additonally i dont confide my problems to frens or even my mother easily... i am trained to solve all probs myself... this is what my sis taught me... hehe.. whenever i wanna ask her for help she would ans " do it yourself, dont always rely on others" haha... can memorise exactly what she said to me since young... afterall that is for my own gd..

i have 3 best frens....
one is my sec sch fren... haha i still remenber exactly how we start talking to each other... and we are like sticky glue... you will never fail to see me without her in school... we are always together.... though we seldom contact and hang out as often as we do nowadays but deep down in my heart u are still my best fren... if you face any prob dont hesitate to call me k?
the other fren is my poly classmate... you are the only fren who will cling to me when walking/shopping... frankly speaking, intially i am not very used to it... but i am very used to it now! hoho... i admire your confidence... you are always so confident in what u are doing... and you have a glib tongue... nobody can out talk u man... you plan and do things carefully... and is a very thrifty person... you spend money wisely... you easily get provoked and i like your frankness... and you always knows where to get cheap comestics and yet nice to use... you help me alot in some ways.. and lets ktv soon ya?
the third one is also my polymate... i still rem the day how we became frens... we went to cosway to eat at the fdcourt... doubt u rem haha... you are super hot-tempered person... nobody can stand your temper... but luckily you come to some sense... opps! you are so much better now... though still very straight forward... but this is what i call frank ba...you are my slimming role model... haha... i saluate to you... a very determine person... always likes to laugh very loudly... and tease people e.g can i bill? haha... sometimes you are quite hard to fathom... cos you seldom or i should say we seldom talk about our own problems very much... talk to me if u need a listening ear... i enjoyed the chat i had with you during the bus journey back to spore from genting... lets go blading more often after you exams ya... jiayou!

i am blessed to have these 3 frens... cheers to our frenship... gd frens dont comeby easy... it is fate that brings us together... hope we can still keep in contact til old old.. :P